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…been really lost these few days. like confused, angry, depressed and utterly shattered at the same time. even for this post, i don’t really know what to write. i just felt like getting something of my chest. even that, i don’t even know what exactly…

…so far, only a few actually tried to get to me and genuinely asked why have i suddenly “disappeared”. for i am the one who is the most connected of them all. at first it was just a personal test to see on how long can i disconnect myself from it and go on about day by day without even thinking about it. but with the series of events happening nearly the same time, i just chose to leave without telling anyone…

…in honesty, i lied. every time when each one of them asked me if everything is alright, i would bluntly say “it’s fine..so wassup?”. i never had the will to show that i can break because my ego will never allow it. that is how pathetic i am…

…one of them asked, “hey what the heck happened? are you alright? are you heartbroken or something?”…i replied, “what the? where did that came from? haha!”…

…i wonder if she knew, she was actually right…

…pathetic and broken…